peksa

it has been a hectic week for me. just completed two exams. one was in tuesday, it's a book exam. this is the second book exam for me. the first one was the one that i sat for on the raya haji day. this second book exam is a lot more challenging, wayyyy too different from the first one. the first book picked for the exam is a 160 pages book and its content is all about my research area. this second book selected is not a normal book, i must say. it's a handbook with 960 plus pages...and the contents...contain almost everything, ranging from the chemical engineering subject to management to mechanical parts to health to sciences and analyses...well, what do u expect, it's a handbook...a book that people flip through when they are looking for something, a data perhaps...and here i am, picking the book for a book exam, and to make it worse, i decided to sit for oral exam...what was i thinking??? actually it didnt went the way that it supposed to be. eventually, after agreeing to pick the book for my book exam, my first thought was the book has 600 pages. i know that will require a lot of reading and memorizing but i guess i just give a try. i went to the library to borrom the book when i found out that it has almost 1000 pages (including the indexes and the appendices). mula-mula pikir, 'ala baca jelah, reading is my favourite activity what...so why not???'...but it's totally different from reading story books and all these gossip magazines...waaa!!! yang ni,nak kena memahamkannya lagi...baca the same line again and again...at one point, when i reached the 200th pages, i almost felt like giving up. what was i thinking??? maybe i should tell professor i dont want to go for the oral exam but writing a report instead??? prof always mention this to me..'it doesn't matter, how do u want to do the exam...it's all the same to me..it just that, among writing exam, oral exam and writing a report, oral exam is the easiest one'...logically that is so true...personally for me, writing exam is the scariest one when u are talking about this book exam..firstly, u might be asked about almost everything including doing the calculation, writing an equation and sketching a diagram and whatsoever, secondly, in writing exam, if you make mistake, then thats' it. it's all written clearly and we will be graded based on what we answered in the paper. so subjective, that u can't complain about the marks and etc. report is a lot more easier but it needs a lot of work sikit. and the easiet one is the oral exam...the scary thing about oral exam is...u can be asked about everything in the book, and to make things worse,sometimeswe will be asked with the 'not in the book' things as well. but the advantages are, u would never be asked to sketch a digram ke apa, no calculations (but sometimes they can ask you to write the equation) and you can always pusing2 sikit...maklumlah jawab oral kan, bukan macam oral exam masa upsr, pmr and spm tu..tu kena jawab dengan ayat penuh, tatabahasa betul semua..ni,lantaklah asalkan jawapan tu sampai...so finally,after about 5 weeks 'dating'with the book, i finally managed to sit for the exam...Alhamdulillah...i thought i was committing suicide when i decided to do this...Alhamdulillah dah lepas..another exam was yesterday..actually they made the exam two times, one (yestrday's) is for the exchange students and next friday is for the local students. but me and the japanese girl decided to take the xam yestrday, so that we can get rid of it faster heheh...Alhamdulillah exam dah lepas...tak kiralah how was my performance, how i did the exams, hampeh ke kodi ke, tawakkal je...yang penting dah lepas.takut sehh...i laways have this rasa takut (or is it nervous???) when sitting for an exam...semualah, dari peksa darjah satu,peksa2 besar tu lagilah (UPSR ke PMR ke SPM ke), peksa form 4 and 5 masa kat tepen, waaa lagilah, stress aku nengok semua...even amik peksa for driving test pun nervous gak...perlu ke..
tapi, despite of the hectic weekdays, rancangan tv ku tidak dilupakan. weekend memang masa aku joli katak...tapi kadang2 terlajak jugak, isnin pun cuti, ehehhe...my fav tv programme last week, AB fofular lah...best gila (the hosts) and i had already watched it twice...the performances: anita's and mawi's je aku suka...best gilaaaa sebab mawii menang..bukanlah fanatic sangat pun (sampai takleh kena kutuk langsung), nope,i'm not that kind of fan..i wonder fan artis mana yek, yang selalunya karatz dan fanatik gila sampai artis diaorg langsung takleh kena sentuh??? hehehe...itu, sendiri jawab...cik kieli tahu ek, prudence pun tahu kot ...*wink*

kawan malaysia ku (i mean the only kawan malaysia kat tempat ku ni) will be going home for good end of this month...waaa!!! dahlah ada satu je (one family), nak balik pulak....yesterday dia bagi food stock dia..macam2 ada, dari asam jawa (memang really needful) hinggalah kekacang dal, kacang hijau, brahims, rempah2, tuna spread,dan paling best sekali..kicap kipas udang..kaler merah lagii...waa tqq guys, u rock!! i love u all!!! (macam baru lepas buat concert pulak)...

last week sejuk melampau, negative belas2 semua...bilakah kesejukan ini akan berakhir??? tak sabar aku dan anak dan suamiku untuk pergi melawat sahabat-sahabat kami di zoo...entah kenapa,all of the tourist attraction places (dengan theme parknya) kat helskie ni, zoo tu jugak yang aku tak sabar nak pergi...agaknya sebab dah lama gila kot tak pergi zoo......oh zoo, tunggulah kedatangan kami sekeluarga soon eh...